Confused..boring...demotivate...lost

This week a bit lost..confused and no motivation nak buat keje..it’s more like I’m trying to figure out what I really really want to do. Trying to get a job in Taiping then boleh dok sama dgn En Husband tapi rezeki takde lagi. Untuk pengetahuan korang, since married kitaorg mmg dok asing2. Dulu sy keje di KL dia di Taiping. After give birth, sy keje di UTP, Tronoh and En Husband still di Taiping.

I really miss my job di KL(sebenarnya suka dok KL, hahaha) and what I’m doing now totally different and “kurang” interesting. But what to do, still need the money. After Hayfa lahir, dalam dilemma nak tinggalkan keje di Kl atau tak. Kalo ikutkan hati xnak tapi sape nak jaga Hayfa? Xkan nak tinggalkan Hayfa with my mom or my MIL??? Rasa x sanggup pulak and kebetulan ada member ckp ada keje kat tpt dia but just a contract position. So timbang kira semua decide leave my job di KL and work here.

Dulu keje dgn Marsh as a HR Exec. Something interesting and ada kena mengena ngan apa yg belajar kat U dulu. Marsh is an insurance broking company. Quite well known in an insurance industry and an international company. Walaupun basically tahap kestressan dan ketidakpuashatian semasa keje disini ada lah di tahap yg maksimum tapi still love to work here. Ada samapi satu masa, rasa mcm nak resign saje..tapi masa tu je la bila dah cool down sikit feeling tu dah hilang.

Ok nanti sambung. Tiba2 terbusy plak.

Beginning

Where should I start and what should I start with? Kalo nak cite psl myself hmm xde la pa yg menarik pun. Already married for 2 years, 1 months and 13 days and have one daughter. Hayfa Rania skrng dah berusia 7 bulan..still kecik lagi, baby lagi. Baby yg comel dan nakal. Later on, I will story-mory more about her.

Why suddenly interested in blog? Not really suddenly tapi since few years back tapi xde kerajinan and kemudahan..hahhahaha. Now the excitement comes again so just try to berjinak2. Before this interested more in reading other people's blog but now starting with my own blog.

Akhirnya...

Apa yg akhirnya tu??? Hahahahaha…akhirnya sy telah memulakan langkah pertama untuk berjinak2 dlm dunia blog. Actually nak kata first time tak jugak..sebelum ni (about 4 years ago) sy pernah la create my own blog slps rajin membaca blog2 org lain tp ntah la minat menulis tu stop (lebih kepada malas sebenarnya;) setakat tu je dan honestly sy dah x ingat apa yg sy create masa tu..tiba2 skrng minat tu tercetus kembali tapi xtau la how long will it last..hopefully long enough.. Anyway first step dah start and then kena la belajar2 sikit psl dunia blog ni sikit2.

That’s all for now. Nanti kita sambung lagi…harapan besar ni.